My dear self

Lorenz

My dear self.

come closer and tell me once more 

those legends of my past lives .

So long and tiring was the journey !

I am nothing more than a poor poet

chasing the rag dolls illusions ...

My clumsy verses make the workbench laugh !

The world has forgotten my words and you've 

let me down ...

 Probably I embarrassed you 

with my large cormorant wings ?

 We share the indifference of an ederly couple

who have long since stopped falling asleep 

to the same dream ...

 So many times we parted ways 

only to come back once the storm has passed .

  Always having fun pretending ...

So that no one loses .

 but there were still those long cloudy days ...

Tell me : Which one will leave first ?

Who will be left alone with that acrid taste 

of fleeting eternity ?

  I feel us so dissociated in our unity .

 We search for one another in the last embers

of a dying desire ...

 My dear self .

We really got to know each other ,

that's why I'm telling you this lie 

 in form of  unstructured nostalgia tense ...

I drift through the tide of my blank page .

you travel somewhere in the fourth dimension 

in quest of a white lady  inspiration ...

 My dear unfaithful self .

Sometimes I would love to hold you

in my arms ...

And share the untamed treasures of my soul .

  Go back to the source ...

 But I am too scared of that reflection in the mirror.

I'd like to join you in a same contemplation, 

 find  a shore of silence ...

 If you would be so kind as to listen to me...

 But which one of us write the lyrics 

the other engraving  the music  ?

 

  • Author: lorenz (Pseudonym) (Offline Offline)
  • Published: March 29th, 2026 10:55
  • Category: Unclassified
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  • Ellen Marsell

    As long as the music sounds and the words are written, this 'marriage of convenience' shall endure.

    • Lorenz

      an old story of convenient faithful desunity !

    • sorenbarrett

      A soliloquy maybe self reflection where the reflection is not wanted to be seen. Vampires have no reflection but here it even has a shadow.

      • Lorenz

        Actually,I had first thought of calling this piece '' My dear shadow ! ''

        • sorenbarrett

          It would work

          • Lorenz

            For once I wanted to stay in the light !



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