Always Be Here Waiting

I am so sad and so scared with this awful situation, that I have no choice but to be in
Your presence is so overwhelmingly missed, my prayers are for you and your loved ones
I am pretending that I am not in any agony, behind my massive big grin
I cannot believe how much pain this has caused me, my heart is broken since you been gone

For now, the heartbreaking loss, that you could never imagine what it must like to not be there
Someday, you will be holding my hand and I will never stop following you 
You have left me alone, I cannot stop shivering in pure sorrow and despair
Given the circumstances of this nightmare, my heart is broken into pieces of two

Forever gone but never forgotten, you are still here inside my broken heart
It causes me to be sad to be in agony and I am constantly crying myself to sleep
Not able to hold you anymore and I cannot see your beautiful smile, is the hardest part 
Your memories are surrounding me with my emotions, raw and definitely deep

Deep in my soul, as I try to remember that you are my love and my best friend
Our love was so strong and beautiful that I could not imagine myself being without you 
My tears are falling down my face, I thought that you and I would never ever end
Here I am, alone with my thoughts and loving prayers are always very true

Someday I will be able to see and hear your phenomenal voice again
Until then, I will always be here waiting for the moment to see you
The love and happiness, will taken over my heart and my brain
Forever my in soul and in my heart will forever rest in one piece, instead of two