Huh

Huh

 

**I** shatter me in pieces decently sized

**Waited** for eternity to take turn at the jigsaw of my life

**In** sides of my insides lay insights in time inside

**The** breaking of brakes that break my brain drowning in light and hiding in the lies of

**Water** vortex of four-to-four tests and haunted doors next to floors of more-less

**Of** sorted war texts and not distraught ex

**My** head is dense fuck!

**True** pains are slaughters.

**Selves** of time space and shells of my face

**Pain** of all faced fears of Fridays.

**And** the haters I fucking hate em

**I** can't stand them, stand up to face them

**Waded** in the blood it's windy

**Through** the cinders I will spill

**The** ashes of life, rebirth wings high

**Shallows** of gallows of cellos so hallowing why?

**Of** Marshmellow cooked on feathers of fire-gathering.

**The**

**Gallows**

**Of**

**My** brain

**Brain** started bothering

**Why** why why

 

**As** time bends in my hands of mine

**I** die rapid in rapids of my mind

**Faded** for eternity to take a turn with the knife

**In** the chest or the head or leg or the eyes

**The** floor I'll lie and I will cry oh why why why all in this night

**Glare** at myself from out beyond why why why

**And** why in song, in song I cry I cry all night

**The** whys the lies my eyes are white

**Shafts** of light that enter mine will be absorbed through the horizon

**Of** bisons that barge me with charges I charge my own heart with the pain in my marginal arson.

**The** arson is fire and rewires my life

**Light** is higher in power and flowers grow through waves in my ears

**My** life it is sound and light through waveforms

**Night** sounds alright, no light, just songs to be dormant

**Shaded** in with black highlighter I liked her and now I can't

**Blackness** black blackness is blackness, madness is madness mad madness.

**Protected** from this is not fair

**Nothing** is nothing like like this

**From** here to there I don't know where

**Light** has gone, gone from I, light has not been seen for whiles, but it's alright

 

**But** it's alright

**Nothing** is fine

**Is** fine alright

**Something** is bothering in this light

**If** it's the light

**Anything** but the light

**Is** it pls don't be the light

**I** like the light, light is my friend

**If** I hate light then who'd I defend?

**I** want the light to hear me

**Want** no fear in me

**Everything** is clear pls

**Then** thank you for that

**You** are the night

**Are** you the light or you the night

**Everything** is right

**In** this cold night

**My** phone is bright

**Eyes** are crying

**But** I am lying

**My** body is sat up

**Everything** is frying

**Is** brain just that fucked

**Nothing** is working

**And** all is broken

**No** where is talking

**Where** is my brain pain lurking?

**To** be continued...

**Be** stopped a lot

**Seen** been and left

**For** I'm not a fucking robot! XD

**Anything** but anything I'm barely finished now

**Is** anything anything if many things are out

**Faded** everything to blackness dark in light

**In** anything is everything and nothing is anything now

**All** but none and none but all and all but gone and gone are all

**But** gone are rules and rules are gone when I will rule my brain is dumb

**My** words have shone and shall still shine and

**Dreams** are gone, I need time.

 

**I** eye at lies

**Mean** means I cry

**It** sits and shines

**When** then I died

**I** eye at mine

**Say** Satan cries

**I** eye at finds

**Love** loves the light

**The** lore that lures

**Night** night I'm gone

**I** eye at the motherfucking sun

**Love** loves dares

**The** they're their theres

**Cold** cold mares

**As** has the were we're where?

**It** shits in hands

**Bites** blights and fights

**And** can do fair

**It** bit the white

**Bites** light from hairs

**Through** threw those lies

**My** might mite might

**Hide** hides in here

**To** true two too

**My** lies are light

**Heart** hard as hers

**Where** werewolves hide

**My** rye is white

**Soul** sole in spite

**Is** ice this nice

**To** chew and bite

**Hide** finds from lies

**In** thin bin lights

**The** th in through is rough alright

**Warmth** warms and warns the awnings at night

**Of** off the coffee table able to stare

**The** word murder is third in my mindless stairs

**Blood** blud is blue, brood blood in brew

**That** spat on red and said to you

**I** lie but not when I see you

**Bleed** black and blue please crack in two

**When** then I stared I stare at you

**I** lied for times too many knew

**Lie** on lies and lay on those

**But** bright are truths that crack open those

**I** eye at the sky and the sky eyes at me

**Hurt** my third thought into reality

**In** knife I murder me again

**This** is the end in the end all is gone

**Night** is the start and I love every part

**And** art is this thing that will live through the heart

**I** die in the day and moon is the ashes

**Like** a phoenix i find feeling never burn

**How** I turn from a pile of my own dust

**It** blows in the wind as it fades with sudden bursts

**Feels** like I grow to a massive flaming feather fucker

**For** all to fuck up and feel fucked when they get fucked by the games that will cook at their brains

**I** need everybody to just STFU!

 

**Feel** my war!

**Like** all of my sores!

**I** will be taking all of your swords.

**Hurt** me before.

**But** now no more.

**Like** a blotting of ash

**Feelings** erupt and leave me to die!

**Feel** like I erupt and leave

**Alright**

**When** I was younger I was alright

**They** made me who I are

**Stab** my grammar in the chest

**Me** gramma's still alive

**In** her chair she's out to rest

**This** life is way too long

**Night** to day to night to day to night to day to night to day

**All** a way to make us stay and never say we'll go away

**I** will do that I will just say that I will leave and go away

**Heard** of they who lay in dust

**Is** dust what must me fucking me

**I'm** what

**Not** that

**Alright** I'm insane and crazy fuck agh!?