not a trace left behind

April 8 2025

no you're just depressed its fine this WILL pass.

IT WONT.!  whispered softly down my back 

I can hear its smile grinding.

talking in low seductive tones it knows I like those.

                   cause “it” is me   

is it though I mean you're just struggling, it will all fall into place at some point.

trust in the timing…            

trust…     yeah right as if I'm trusting shit NOBODY lives like this 

       do what you do best… learn from others. 

       ok.

       Ask yourself this what has everyone else like you done?

       kill themselves    “it” let those thoughts hang in the air

April 20 2025 

Are you sure you can give it all up?

yes.  

april 28 2025 

Maybe we push the date back.

Why are you scared. 

no I want to finish a TV show 

you just started it today why would you do that? it almost seems like you don't want to follow through

I do I do! Why do I sound excited?  

3rd 5th (I don't even remember) may, early may 2025

finished…??? 

oop the bitch sounds angry

What did you just say to me.?!! 

yes I did finish.

great. now do it.

no.

huh.

April 28 2026 

not a trace left behind.

no more am I plagued by anything like this 

I couldn't be further from it