Addict to Ashes

Scraps~n~Scribbles

In those moments

When life is hard

The world is loud

I turn to you

 

I know you

You are steady

And quiet

So I turn to you

 

We are always

Alone together

But still

I reach for you

 

As I pull you close

You light up

I inhale you

Intoxicating

 

My brain floods

Endorphins

Dopamine

Your scent covers me

 

Nothing but our fire

Your warmth in my mouth

My exhalations over you

I needed this

 

When it is over

And you are spent

Nothing left to give

My senses return

 

I wash off your scent

Only memories remain

And your toxic, cloying love

I'll turn to you again

 

Because I know

Even though

This kills us both

I turn to you

  • Author: Scraps~n~Scribbles (Offline Offline)
  • Published: May 1st, 2026 10:26
  • Comment from author about the poem: I had published this on here once before but I deleted that account. I am back so if this seems familiar, that is why.
  • Category: Reflection
  • Views: 7
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Comments4

  • Katie B.

    Great read, really enjoyed.

  • Friendship

    Well done

  • sorenbarrett

    poem of unity and well written at that.

    • Scraps~n~Scribbles

      Thanks, it is a poem of untity of sorts, my struggle with addiction and me exploring why I fled from seeking help and turned towards chemical dependence before I found something stronger... understanding

      • sorenbarrett

        You are most welcome

      • arqios

        It’s solid read from beginning to end and even the other way around! A poetic palindrome of sorts. πŸ™πŸ»πŸ•ŠοΈ



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