Right now

Right now I feel numb inside,
I feel nothing , an empty void does reside,
I know I am loved and I know I’m cherished,
But I feel so alone like my soul does perish,
I can’t help but feel the way that I do,
The only color I’m seeing right now is a very dark blue,
I want to see colors vivid and bright,
I want to feel alive and live in the light,
I feel lost, though I know I’m found,
I believe I can walk on water - though it feels like I’ll drown
I know this is for the strong to prosper and survive,
God pull me out of this darkness a need to feel alive

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Fusioned poem started by “Blessed by God”
The picture shows a biblical-like figure
Bringing hope, compassion...
One of the finest human actions
Be to stand with you,
By your side,
For you,
In spite of one’s own burden to carry...
Bringing support to another one
Be one of the finest gestures of a human being...
There be a song
“Give me hope, Joanna...”
Thou did reach out for me
In the past,
Thou did invite to participate
In a fusion'd poem.
Know thou be not alone
In this life...
From the vast firmament,
A hand, a keyboard
Do reach out for thee...
(SR. 15 May, 2026)
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I may not have a lot to say,
but know that you,
are on my mind everyday.
You're not alone,
because I miss you, too.
I think about,
how it will be, just me and you.
Somedays I have,
more to say than others.
... but I will always love you,
no matter what.
Whatever you want to do, my love,
we can do it,
as long as it is just us.
So whether we are together,
or whether we drift apart,
or come back together,
or drift back apart,
as we often do;
just know my Butterfly,
that you will always have a place to land on my heart.

At this moment in life
The numbness took over inside
Shall I live or shall I die
Who is its to choose but I
Right now, in life
It's all aside