Split in Two

Split In two.

Between sudden relief.

And endless heartache.

The more I feel hope.

The more anxiety pulls my reins.

If i don’t choose now.

To push in any direction.

I’ll be a broken shell on the shore.

The waves will crest.

Pull me in, wash me away.

Drifting in and out of the past.

I romanticize about it.

Now I’ve come to realize.

I didn’t give the love I wanted to.

Despite all of this you’ve stayed.

Split in two.

Like watching a dying star.

I have to make a choice.

Leave the familiar warmth.

Or be surrounded by the cold.