(I Feel So) Alone

And even when I talk to you

I feel so alone

I care for you, cherish you

Enjoy your radiant glow

My deepest friend

But I feel so alone

You dont need me

I dont deserve you

I'll be a bad dream you'll forget

An example of an all time low

I am alone

And I've tried it all

Still yet, I feel alone

I've fought this disease

My teeth ground to dust from bone

I've taken that morning pill

But I feel so alone

I've cried for help

I've tried to find some light

To stray from this disease

But it only seems to grow

I am alone

And I want to smile

And not feel alone

To enjoy living again

To find myself back whole

To rise from this decline

But I feel so alone

And I fear what may become

If I was to lose this fight

It only draws itself near

And closer it comes to home

I am alone

What will become of me

Have I lost this war?

I am alone

Does it matter anymore?

I am alone