I tried

I tried to be the best that I can ,
I keep reliving the trauma from one man ,
I can’t get it out of my head , no matter how hard I try ,
Sometimes it’s so overwhelming I just sit down and cry ,
To tired to heal so I let it break me,
I tried to walk in the light , I tried to see,
I know I’m not alone no matter where I am ,
What gave me the strength is what my daughter gave to me, a little white RAM ,
Free of blemish to sacrifice to our lord ,
So I ran away from him and I found my reward,
My riches isn’t here but in another place,
I tried to give up - but I seen Christs face ,
He led me through Hell to get me here ,
I will press forward regardless of my overwhelming fear,
A fear that he’ll come back and I’ll once again be in chains,
I must never look back and remember what I gained,
I found a love that will never end,
I can hear my name whispered carried with the wind ,
A kiss of an angel reminds me of my journey,
Always moving forward and always learning