ONLY SOMEONE ELSE

Carlos Alberto BUSTILLOS



ONLY SOMEONE ELSE

I’ve spent my life just watching,
gazing at others in quiet amazement.

Always fascinated by everyone—
you all over there, and me somewhere apart.

In my own little world,
you were always present,
those who were “you.”

And I watched you, day
after day, through my small magnifying glass.

I invented a life,
a life behind the glass,
watching others live theirs.

I knew I was too strange
to make friends, to love,
to be loved, to belong—
too shy to speak at all.

But time went on,
and I learned I wasn’t special,
just another person,
one among so many.

And eventually, I moved forward.
Life hits hard,
and I climbed down from the clouds.
I know I failed—never mind.

I set my watch and looked again.

I filled my days with friends, with love,
with everything one hopes for, and you know—
in the end, it wasn’t so bad.


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ONLY SOMEONE ELSE

I’ve spent my life just watching,
gazing at others in quiet amazement.

Always fascinated by everyone—
you all over there, and me somewhere apart.

In my own little world,
you were always present,
those who were “you.”

And I watched you, day
after day, through my small magnifying glass.

I invented a life,
a life behind the glass,
watching others live theirs.

I knew I was too strange
to make friends, to love,
to be loved, to belong—
too shy to speak at all.

But time went on,
and I learned I wasn’t special,
just another person,
one among so many.

And eventually, I moved forward.
Life hits hard,
and I climbed down from the clouds.
I know I failed—never mind.

I set my watch and looked again.

I filled my days with friends, with love,
with everything one hopes for, and you know—
in the end, it wasn’t so bad.


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SOLO ALGUIEN MÁS

Me he pasado la vida observando,
mirando con asombro a los otros.

Fascinado por los demás,
vosotros ahí y yo por allá.

En mi mundo
están presentes
esos que sois vos.

Y os he mirado día
tras día, con mi lupa.

He inventado la vida,
esa vida tras el cristal,
mirando a los otros vivir.

Sé que era demasiado raro
para tener amigos, para amar,
para ser amado, para ser social,
demasiado tímido para hablar.

Luego fue pasando el tiempo
y descubrí que no era especial,
que solo era uno más,
uno entre tantos.

Y al final avancé,
la vida da tortas,
y bajé de las nubes.
Sé que fracasé, da igual.

Puse mi reloj y volví a mirar.

Me llené de amigos, de amor,
de todo lo deseable, ¿y sabes?
al final no lo pasé tan mal.

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Comments4

  • sorenbarrett

    Lovely a most introspective and understanding poem of social nature. Well done

  • rhmn_7

    Your first poem resonates with first half of my life, nice collection dear poet!

  • orchidee

    Good write C.

  • Tristan Robert Lange

    Carlos, this really moved me. There is such quiet honesty in the way this unfolds...that feeling of standing at the edge of life, convinced everyone else has the map while you're left observing from afar. What I love most is that it doesn't stay trapped there. It grows into something gentler...something accepting. Beautifully done, my friend. 🌹🖤🙏🕯️🐦‍⬛



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