Silent Tears.....

Silently my tears fall cause nobody knows the pain I feel within, and as I sit and think my feelings don't ever want to love again.

The pain of love is just unbearable for me I would not survive another break in my heart, Our love was like a hand painted that was soon tainted master piece of art.

And still my silent tears fall as I wonder if he ever thinks of me at all, Cause it seems as tho he is content to sit and just watch me fall.

It's almost as if he isn't really him and someone else invaded his body and mind, I never in a million years thought that he could be so ugly hearted and unkind.

But here I am all alone as my silent tears fill my ever so small little space, and at times I feel like I'm drowning as the tears roll down my face.

I don't understand how you could be with someone for so many years only to find that they were never really there, the pain is to deep and its hard for me to comprehend........ it's just hard for me to bare.

I feel a weight that's crushing my chest and making it hard for me to breath, I thought that he was the one that would never up and dissappear or ever even leave.

My silent tears keep falling so I know that it's all real, I just never thought that I would still feel the way I feel.

I wish that I was able to pick up my heart and go, but it's not something that I can do until I let him know.

How he has broken me in to a million pieces and how I'll never be the same at all, but I guess until that day here I sit as my silent tears continue to fall !!  

By Celina Powell