The False Panacea (+ E.J. Hudak)

Kurt Philip Behm

Selling the sizzle

and not the steak

Milking a lie

universities take

 

In debt-ridden wastelands

they prey on our youth

With worthless diplomas

— that mortgage untruth

 

*****

 

Whims That Betray

 

He sobs false remission

to skirt admonition

as his Guardian Angel

smiles ...

 

“What’s with the tears

after so many years

and choices rejecting

denial

 

“You did what you pleased

without Heaven appeased

and lay prostrate

feigning regret

 

“This game isn’t played

at the whims of betrayal

And called you must pay

— for what tears can’t correct”

 

*****

 

Love Centered Circle

 

The things that I’ll miss

are the things I looked past

Those small hidden moments

in memory that last

 

Giving up little

to chase what had burned

Distracted I forayed

the magic unlearned

 

Now distant a loner

I look for those tracks

I made through greed’s sand

to find my way back

 

Because there in the center

holding all that we give

A love centered circle

— where joyousness lives

 

(Dreamsleep: June, 2026)

 

 

E.J. Hudak (Poems 23-26)

 

 

Steve

 

I have a friend

who has a head

 

we go places

because he is a magic giant

 

A magic giant

with a head

a heart

& a mind

which on occasion

climbs inside me

to work the controls

pointing me onward

the direction

of the up-elevator

 

robots stop and rust

without magic giants

with heads

hearts

& minds.

 

 

Mallory’s Bar & Grill

 

When I was young

I was truly young & spent my days

          on a sandblown dune

Answering the gulls

victim of the sun, gathering castoff wood

          by the foam till noon.

 

All my friends

from the other world, built their lives

          on a split-level hill

Amid two cars & a dog

feeding the brain, seduced by its speed

          forgetting the sky

Cursing the snow

cursing the rain, laughing & pursuing

          their ten-carat dreams

Climbing

the crushed-stone serpent’s back & damning it

          all at Mallory’s Bar & Grill.

 

Mallory’s Bar & Grill

cars lie rusting in stacks, rubber & oil stain

          the serpent’s back

Houses tumble

as a natural whim as brains glow bright

          & masters grow dim.

The dune shifts

before my eyes, hair graying, skin going leather

          but still the sea

Offers wood to me

the gulls cry, ‘Old man, our living was good.’

          our roof was the sky our house that sandy hill.

 

Laugh on my friends

of the other world, your house & stars

          were Mallory’s Bar & Grill;

Lift your glasses to the sun

lift your glasses to the sea, & gather at my gravesite

          as the wind & sand bury me.

 

 

New Years Eve

 

I arrived at nine

& already Ids lay

shattered and broken

in pieces on the floor;

 

They were dragging

the old man

kicking & screaming

out the door;

you would think he’d go willingly

 

A drink ...

a kiss ...

the blast of a horn;

no reason to suspect

this child to be any different

once it’s born

 

 

A Song For Judy

 

Judy always liked to dance

 

Most nights when I’d come over

I would surprise her pirouetting

Before the mirror

 

One yellow spring day

Judy fell in love with an accountant

Who only liked to dance

When he was drunk

 

I never saw Judy after that

But I would picture her longing

For the crystalline ballroom

And the hush of all those crinolines

 

Now when I walk alone through country fields

I imagine Judy spinning from my grasp

Dancing ever dancing waist-deep

In tall grass and yellow flowers

 

Then too I think of that accountant

In some gray convention town

Laughing and drinking with an overnight wife

While Judy comforts a crying child.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Comments +

Comments3

  • Tristan Robert Lange

    Kurt, this hit me hard. The third piece especially landed for me. The older I get, the more I realize it is often the overlooked moments that end up carrying the most weight in memory. Powerful work, my friend. 🌹🖤🙏🕯️🐦‍⬛

  • sorenbarrett

    Of the trio I due to my past exposure to school set on the first. I look at it this way I paid thousands of dollars to learn one thing that there is no truth for it constantly changes.

  • Kurt Philip Behm

    Im a product of the old University System, where all points of view were respected. Ive lived across the street from Villanova University my entire life and watched it morph into a politically correct blast of hot air. What's worse is, that with the exception of the engineering and nursing schools, what they teach and charge almost 100k a year for is worthless. Ive hired many MBA's over the years and they all had to be trained on the job starting at ground zero. I always preferred someone with no business 'education' so I could train them myself. A.I. is going to stick a dagger into the heart of so-called higher education. If you can get the #1 authority in every field, lets say, Stephen Hawking in theoretical physics to teach a class and have it available on-line where every willing student could access it for free — I think we're looking at the future. Id rather learn entrepreneurship from Elon Musk than from some wannabee hack that's never been outside the ivory covered walls. Ok, rant over ...



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