Chad Noel had a life before the credits,
before the name Donny Price
learned to exist under hot lights
and quiet instruction from a distant crew.
There were people who knew both versions—
friends who called him Chad
when the cameras were off,
lovers who never quite knew
which name was meant in the dark,
or whether either one was complete.
On set, Donny moved through scripts
that pretended to be simple transactions,
smiles exchanged for timing,
attention exchanged for performance,
everything neatly framed
so nothing looked like it might break.
Off set, Chad was harder to read.
He kept smaller circles,
kept conversations unfinished on purpose,
as if too much definition
might collapse the difference between him and the role.
There were relationships that didn’t survive
the distance between those two names—
not always through conflict,
sometimes just through fatigue,
through the slow erosion of being understood
only in fragments.
And in the end, it didn’t arrive theatrically.
No dramatic final scene, no audience to applaud or look away—
just the quiet subtraction of a life
still young enough to expect more time,
still unfinished in ways no one could script properly.
What remains is the echo of both names
held in the same breath,
as if Chad Noel and Donny Price
were never separate at all—
just different ways of being briefly seen
before the light went down.
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Author:
Matthew R. Callies (
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- Comment from author about the poem: Poem number 18 for Pride Month. Chad Noel, known professionally as Donny Price, was a gay adult film performer who, as a result of his work, contracted HIV/AIDS and passed away in 2010 at the age of 25. You can visit his IMDB page at https://www.imdb.com/name/nm1832762/. You can read his obituary at https://www.findagrave.com/memorial/51302857/chad_eli-noel
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