Run-on Sentence

My life is endless drivel

A run-on sentence

With intervals accentuating the differences

Between camps of thinking about thoughts

And not thinking at all

And there exists a world where no horror ever ensued 

And, surely, it is better than existing in a place where something surely did

And ignoring it

So that I may lay in the waste

Of this pendulum swinging 

Between causing pain and suffering

And being in pain and suffering

All while doing both

Because there is no rhyme or reason

To the captivity of a mind conscripted to a war

No one consented to.