Why am I still here?

Why am I Still here

Why cant I just go

I cant do anything right 

I always make people mad

I always am a constant burden 

Why cant I just leave this world

I tell you why

I dont stay because I want to

I stay because of my sister

I stay because of her adopted family 

If I go now it'll destroy her

That's why I can't go

Why am I still here?

It's all because my sister needs me

I don't need this foster family as they just see me as a burden

They always go somewhere saying I'm busy

Some days when they leave, I don't even have to go to work

Maybe they want to get as far away from me as they can

I mean, I would to if I was them

Why am I still here?

My sister is the reason

She never left me

She never tries to get as far away from me

That's why I am still here

Just for my sister

Because in this world, it was her and I through the storms we faced through childhood and a little of teenhood.