Hic et Nunc

Fleeting feelings
Flow on the river of your lies
Dwelling deep
                Burning      up
and down, deep inside the mind

Why believe you?
As if I, my/self, were true...

Loving you
Living you
Loathing this ghost-like shadow of this "Self"
Salvaging  Damaging Ravening Selfish "Self"
That I have perceived to be Another

The Mind dwells in this over/ever-expanding web of lies you have spun
All a lie
All a made-up construct of the mind
All a dream
                    akin to a sin
                                            unseen by all but us
Damn the mysteries of this blood-pumping organ
Pumping for nothing for now
                                                    .... I am Down and Done for.
                                                    No need to flee
                                                    Not anymore.