Anxiety;

I think my mind, it doesn't care

If that thought might be too much to bear

Oh it never stops thinking

Till I feel my heart sinking

I'm scared the doubts in my mind

WIll kill all the joys I'll ever find

And I don't want to give in 

I don't want to let it win

But what if there's truth behind the lies?

What if there's reason that my mind cries?

What if I'll never be good enough?

What if I'm not worthy of love?

What if there's something wrong with me?

What if all I'll ever do is dream?

What If I'll never find out?

What if I die with this doubt?

What If I don't get up from this fall?

What If I'm dumb, useless and that all?

God, What if I drift further from You?

What if it had always been the truth?

What if I'm just born to die?

What if all I'll ever do is try?

What if it's just "what if's" crowding my mind?

What if there's no meaning I need to find?

What if this is how life's is meant to be?

What if it's simply just "Anxiety?"