I knew I was weird in some way,
Somehow an obstacle in your way
I knew I was a bother
Never included in the laughter
A hinderance in your glee
Nver did you bother to acknowledge me
I used to sit alone in my room
My mind numb, my soul gloom
I saw they patting them
the way they never did with me
clutching on my hem
why did it always have to be me?
I used to watch from afar
how nigh they were
always disliked i was
how cruel they were
I would crawl under the table
clutch my knees to my chest
bury myself the much was able
Maybe it was for the best?
I was craving for something
something that should've been given easily
In delusions was I running
Yet was thrown away cruelly
I used to be the brightest
used to be the smartest
used to be the admired
used to be cherished
but now I am a fraud
a liar, a phony
everybody knows me
but no one knows ME
Somehow an obstacle in your way
I knew I was a bother
Never included in the laughter
A hinderance in your glee
Nver did you bother to acknowledge me
I used to sit alone in my room
My mind numb, my soul gloom
I saw they patting them
the way they never did with me
clutching on my hem
why did it always have to be me?
I used to watch from afar
how nigh they were
always disliked i was
how cruel they were
I would crawl under the table
clutch my knees to my chest
bury myself the much was able
Maybe it was for the best?
I was craving for something
something that should've been given easily
In delusions was I running
Yet was thrown away cruelly
I used to be the brightest
used to be the smartest
used to be the admired
used to be cherished
but now I am a fraud
a liar, a phony
everybody knows me
but no one knows ME
~NAZIA ZAHRA
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Author:
nazia (Pseudonym) (
Online) - Published: July 9th, 2026 05:30
- Category: family
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