Bye Bye

If you see me for the last time, I'm sorry.

I can't handle this pain anymore.

It's killing me slowly. 

I don't think I can live like this anymore.

Getting tired of being threatened.

No one knows what happened in school.

I am getting too tired.

I am too tired to even think.

I just need to be numbed.

I need to pop in some drugs so I feel nothing.

I need to vape so I can feel better.

I hate feeling like this.

I just want to be numbed.

I just want to escape this shitty world.

So many people I can't trust.

Will I ever be okay again?

I wonder what I am doing to myself.

I don't really care though.

I feel better when I vape or do drugs.

I do it with my friends.

Some in school, Some out of school.

They just make me feel so much better.

Makes me numb to the point that I can't feel anything.

People threaten to kill me at school.

I say have at like I care.

I don't care if I die.

At least I don't have to feel the pain anymore.

So If I don't talk don't worry.

If I don't eat don't worry.

I sleep more than I should.

Well goodbye now.

Hopefully no more pain and no more shame.

I'm tired of being strong

I'm tired of faking I'm okay

I'm tired of eating

Tired of the things i enjoy

Im tired of everything 

BYE BYE.