If I am consumed by food, maybe my heart will be spared

applecherry

I eat, 

again and again.

chasing nothing but the action,

fear of boredom,

fear of what I’ll feel if I don’t eat.

 

I eat past the point of sickness,

I lay there and wait to consume again.

 

an odd form of torture,

a game I’ve played,

a million times before.

 

  • Author: applecherry (Online Online)
  • Published: July 26th, 2026 10:43
  • Comment from author about the poem: I’ve always struggled with food, using it as a coping mechanism for my feelings, while I’m aware of my patterns, I struggle to prevent it from happening
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