I Swear

I swear i was gonna speak up, I swear i was gonna tell, but who am I to speak, when I choke and the words won't come out.

I swear I was gonna tell her that I feel so destructive. I swear I was typing it, but then erased it. I stopped typing all the feelings and thoughts, I just i stop.

You them they most come to me, its okay I dont mind listening and providing comfort if I can, even when mine gets over looked. 

I swear im done trying to be seen by others, i swear ill see me, I swear ill bring me back, at least to a degree. 

I swear to listen, I will not leave even if I dont get heard. 

I swear im okay...