I apologize for the broken promises, my intentions were there…

I told myself to enter 

foster care system @ 30 

hoping that would be enough time 

Such a fool I can be…

building a foundation for the future 

not for me, or you but for us… 

I may have to break that promise… 

please forgive me… please forgive me… 

I apologize to the kids 

but I think your parents need me too

and so do the grandparents… 

let us take our time being people… 

I am no father 

but I am a brother 

I am a son 

these titles were destined for me… 

I can be that for you 

I’m sorry if I come up short 

I was never 6’2… forgive me… 

I am only trying to control chaos…