My Dark Side

my dark side...

is like when i get angry

and cant control my rage

or when i laugh

and whisper inside my head 

"kill yourself"

when its dark at night

but it feels like i belong

when I'm jealous of someone

but I help them with their shit

when I smile

but inside I'm crying in need

when I can honestly say ima kill someone 

and I know I will 

when my family dies 

and I don't know how to cry

when someone insults me

and I laugh at thier audacity

when someone yells at me

and I only speak softer

when someone trys to kill me 

and I destroy them with my words 

when the world trusts me

when they really shouldn't