the vow that didn't last

First, i vowed i would never use the eyelash curler, knowing that by using the wrong way could leave a bad looking scar. However it came to a point where i couldn't take it and resist it anymore. I still regret it.

Then, i vowed i wouldn't pick up the clear mascara, knowing it wouldn't be too visible but would always leave a reminder. I did it anyway.

Last, i vowed i would never pick up the mascara itself, knowing it would show the most, and make me look like i was longing for attention. One day, it happened so fast that i barely know how it happened, it just simply happened. Everything was too much than i can take, and it was the only thing keeping me from picking up the straightener and becoming addicted. I vowed over and over but its just the vow that didn’t last.