Our stupid little life

How am I supposed to forget you when you’re in everything I see

the sunset, flowers and your favorite tea.

Is it possible to forget you when you’re in everything I hear?

The song we danced to, that one girl band that brought us together.

How could I forget you when the future I imagined belongs to you.

Only you. And me. Just us.

It’s us, watching the sunset and drinking your favorite tea, 

even though I’m more of a coffee person.

It’s me planting the flowers, just so you could enjoy the smell and the view,

even though I’m bad at gardening.

It’s you and me, still dancing to our song,

even though we’re old and I keep stepping on your feet.

It’s our little kitchen, that smells like home and feels like shelter. 

It’s you writing something incredible and me only pretending to read a book,

because you’re so beautiful and I can’t help myself.

It’s me playing guitar to you and singing songs of that girl band,

even though I’m terrible, but it makes you laugh, so.

A home. A dog. A kid?

We’ll never know.

I’m all alone because I didn’t have the guts to fight and keep you in my life

and all I have is visions of the future that isn’t meant to be.

But just so you know? That future is everything I wanted my life to be.