Payday in October

Thomas W Case



Up early before the light paints the sky,
I sit down in front of the computer
and get a stuffed possum for my daughter.
Kids like the strangest things.
He's cute, Daddy.

Rent gets paid.
Electric. Phone and cable.
Groceries, cat food, cat litter.
The usual shit
that keeps a man off the streets.

Then there's a book.
Another poetry collection
out in the world.
Cover finished. Pages printed.
Now comes the hard part.
Post it. Promote it.
Tell the world it exists.
Maybe somebody buys it.
Maybe they don't.

Meanwhile,
the leaves have started turning
outside my window.
Squirrels are digging furiously
in the yard.
That chill is back in the air.
Funny how that happens.
You spend the summer
trying to get somewhere
in the beautiful green,
and then October is standing there
with its cold hands in its pockets.

Soon it'll be winter.
Then another spring.
Another summer.
Older on the fairway.
Maybe less slices and hooks.

And somewhere in there
you realize you're not twenty anymore.
I'll be sixty next month.

Son of a bitch.

I remember being young enough
to think sixty
was practically in the grave.
Now I'm looking at it
from the other side
of the hourglass.

I've paid some bills,
lost some friends,
written some books,
and made a lot of mistakes.
I hope the years gave me wisdom,
because they didn't do a damn thing
for my posture and eyesight.

  • Author: Thomas W Case (Pseudonym) (Offline Offline)
  • Published: October 6th, 2026 07:55
  • Comment from author about the poem: I am happy to announce the release of my latest book, Searching for Nod. It is available on Amazon: https://www.amazon.com/Searching-Nod-Thomas-W-Case/dp/B0HLMKLS9L/ref=sr
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  • Users favorite of this poem: Paul Bell, Teddy.15, Tristan Robert Lange
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  • turningpoint

    excellent work

  • nephilim56 ( Norman Dickson)

    good write my friend

  • sorenbarrett

    A lovely write from the other side. I have been there and sliding down fast that side as well.

  • Paul Bell

    I think the day you get wise is the day they lower you into the ground in that recycled casket that saves the planet.
    Everyday is a day to play when you feed the cat pay the bills walk the kids to school.
    With you on the old people.
    When I was young, jesus they were old.

  • Kevin Hulme

    A fine Poem as usual. We shouldn't grumble about getting Old , as not many people enjoy the Privilege as Mark Twain once said.

  • orchidee

    Good write T.

  • Syd

    Nicely written Thomas.

    I wish you the best on the release of your new poetry book. I hope it does well.

    - Syd ๐Ÿ„

  • Alex Arnot

    Keeps going faster and faster. I swear each decade you seem to hit a milestone where the way you think finally catches up with your age. I just turned 30 two months ago and it amazes me how different I feel.

  • Tristan Robert Lange

    Thomas, thereโ€™s something wonderfully matter-of-fact about this. Life keeps collecting its payments, but youโ€™re still writing books, loving your kid, and moving forward. Happy early birthday, my friend. ๐ŸŒน๐Ÿ–ค๐Ÿ™๐Ÿ•ฏ๏ธ๐Ÿฆโ€โฌ›

  • Teddy.15

    Wonderful poet. ๐ŸŒน

  • NafisaSB

    Your life in a nutshell depicted so well. Wisdom has definitely been granted judging by the verse written and shared. Old age will creep in unawares with itโ€™s challenges showing us how frail we are but living well despite it all is where you prove your worth ๐Ÿ™๐Ÿผ

    • Thomas W Case

      So true. Thanks.

      • NafisaSB

        Most welcome ๐Ÿ’enjoy the weekend



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