one day...

one day it will all change

the daughter/sister I was I will let that change

they will see me improve more stronger each by each day

it will only take one phone call and they will see who I actually am

the pain I went through the pain they have put me trough

I will never forget but I hope I don't forgive 

because my heart forgives so much that I have lost count on who I have forgived

because a wise person said when you forgive you will receive the pain they have put you through that will be your own revenge 

i"m not only a teenager a random 15 year old that writes poems randomly I write about what I feel and what should be heard

I want someone to help me when I fall and they will get the same help from me when they have fallen

but as of right now I need to to focus on my 3 years of high school and help the lower grade achieve and make sure there little voices are heard cause I know how it feels of not being heard and being hurt

so many people walked out of my life even the blood of mine all I have is one blood left wich is my sister and I hope she wont give up on me cause 

I don't think I can survive without her she saved me from so much and saw me hurt and fall

multiple times but I know she will see me improve all I need is a time period and I will improve on myself 

I no longer cry " I just take breathers what's the point of crying for someone who will never return?"

"it hurts to hear but its the truth that will be heard and also been said"

I will change within me I just need my own time and also my own space cause I know the pain is not yet gone its

still in me

I hope someone could take their own time and read this cause this is not also a poem its a story that should be heard and shared trough out the world.