Lives

Once there was someone unknown 

And I found something different to the one;

He felt like magic when roams around

And let me live one more time happier and jolly life!

He was the one all said lost, and

He was the one I tried to ignore the most:

He was the one who came silently in my blank life,

Coloured it and my attention slightly caught.

He lies with his comfort zone but pretended to not get caught

And I saw him many times peeking at me hiding from all.

There was a moment in the rain,

There was a moment that nobody tells;

With his friends and my energy saved 

All that cheers in my ears,All that teases he could performed,

All that lies he spoke and false ignorance after all!

His smile, why was that way I don't know

The angle on his face when light incident

That slight moment before the class goes on,

That late coming and outgoing to not left alone;

And I still noticed all .

His back side talking about other zones 

His attention on the board:

was that all a lie?

Was that all a coincidence and found preety good at my sight.

There was a tricky feeling developing in me

But how would I knew if the same was with him!

His  friends patted him all the hous long,

That stare of eyes still remained different 

That silent gesture still i remember 

That windy evening with everyone else:

His cares sometimes knocked my heart door 

We were closer than ever only in seats

But distances lies beyond reach!

That emotion bulking in me

And my eyes started searching for him.

We were not even friends but something different still felt

He came over like a normal guy, 

His routines,his actions still survives in my memory after a long time.

And I cared if he was fine!

Those Happy sparkles in my eyes

That little smile when he cried

My habit altering a bit and He felt a dream;

All that I knew, I'm falling for this one boy.

He was master of the game I forgot to play,

But my interested alined seeing him to that way:

That normal day with everyone else

When I was the girl alone,

And they stayed as my friends

He too smiled in a different way

Enough to give me a heartfelt presence.

I was behind my boundaries 

And counting each day,

While someday his actions talk in the limit!

That windy calm evening 

And we two just few distances apart,

That moment was just a prize.

That gaze when his friends poke me,

His shy smile and his silent words

When I used to be a cheerful girl!

I knew he miss that too 

But it's all the presence that we went through 

And it's in our lives.

If this was all a story ,i deny

Cause it's the part that let me feel alive

I can see his sad face and smile

I can feel him distances away but

There's something still needs to be get right:

Cause it's not a drama that streamed 

It's not a novel that someone read,

It's our lives and innocence part!

We two are here for sperate goals 

And the society plays a role!

He is a pure soul and I hold his hands in golden days and when something feel off;

He let it go whatever way ,I support

Cause it's not only about moment I told

All duties and mistakes coming the way

And I feel it's life after all .

I want our days alined and crowned to that proud feeling and glory,

Like two stars of the blue sky.