what love means to me in different ways!

I need love from my parents 

but that love will never even happen

the pain will never go away

so I see love from another boy because it makes me feel happy

we have lots in common he is very respectful

but my sister is not ok with that

where else can I find love ?

they said "you only love a guy when u need attention"

I don't need attention from a male figure we love each other in a way that I have never been loved

he treats me with respect and if he doesn't I'm done. even do I text him so much even when I am busy for God sake I'm 15!

im getting older I need love from someone one so I chose him I'm not choosing a girl yes I have friends but I don't love them as I love

a guy that's not me I'm not like that.

but they will never understand that so I backed off 

and I said ok but I will still love him no matter what.