Moo Face

Like a silver dollar, my Moo Face shines beyond the darkness
The darkness that haunts me in life and in dreams
Creeps in my thoughts, lingers and lurks
With sinister eyes and wide smile with pointy teeth that laugh and joke and poke

Waiting for the moment the branch snaps and the body falls upside down

I’ve created a new lake of tears
Salty and land locked, the fish bubbles pop and my heart brakes

Again and again and again and cling to my mind

And fucking again, after the other again times end

Like a vice locked on the angle iron as I weld my eyes closed

I wonder.

Why?!

Why must this go on?

Just think differently, my thoughts control my Moo Face, right?

Right?

If it were only so simple.

I long for the days I was naive and life was mostly black and white
This or that and voila!  Check the box!  Time goes forward

And then

The stars light a path to infinity and my muscles grow fiber bands and my mind sprouts flowers and dandelions

I swim strongly to the shore and plant seeds in the sand

Bury them with love and light

They grow into heavenly Beech trees where
The once brown and pruned up leaves grow green and
Their leafy veins pop out to absorb light and nourish my Moo Face

All the way to the there, waaay over there! And back, again

Now the smiles prevail and the roots, they grow and wrap their love around earths core

Until tomorrow

When my Moo Face overthinks, again