Hate, Loving You

Hate, loving you

Hate, missing you

Tell me love, when the pain will be over?

 

Why did you choose me, when you knew it was only a game?

While you had my heart, you gained hers back...why?

Why did you use me, when you knew my heart was already yours?

 

Hate, loving you

Hate, missing you

Now I can’t have you in my life no more.

I wish I could go back in time,

and tell you to stop, tell me to stop.

While I went through the shadow and the pain of loss,

You were only there for your selfish self...why?

 

Hate, loving you

Hate, missing you

Tell me love when your picture will fade,

...or your voice not be heard?

And the special moments, not be only fantasies created by me?

Tell me, not for one moment you wanted me?

...not for one moment you considered leaving the fan--tasy?

 

Maybe life is giving me pain so I grow stronger, when all I wanted was to grow sturdy with you...

 

Hate, loving you

Hate, missing you

Tell me love, what will you do when the money disappear?

...when the agony is bigger than the fancy way of living?

Will you look for someone else?

...or will you look for this someone here?

 

I wish I had never talked to you.

I wish I had never felt your arms around me...

Why spend time for nothing? ... For suffering?

 

Hate, loving you

Hate, missing you

Tell me love, can you forget my smell?

...can you still feel my body next to yours?

...can you feel me...or can you see me?

I see you...and I don’t like what I see.

Maybe I was too blind to see, but reality is that: you can’t see clear when looking from the heart...

 

Hate, loving you

Hate, missing you

Now, hate losing you

Tell me love, when the pain will be over?

 

My heart can’t explain why its half is missing.

My soul is metaphysically lost...can’t explain that its mate chose not to live, but leave...

 

Hate, loving you

Hate, missing you

Tell me love, when the pain will be over?

Tell me love, when the shame will be over?

... and when this game is over...why?!