Voices

. . . Voices

Living in my head

Won’t leave me alone

Till the day that I am dead

They keep fucking with my mind

Though I already bled

I’m so close 2 suicide

I can already taste the lead

Coming out of nowhere

Shadows everywhere I Turn

My heart is on fire

But they just let me burn

There’s no way 2 get rid of them

They can cause concern

And if I want them 2 stop

Then they say I have 2 earn

Telling me I’m worthless

Telling me I am insane

Swimming through my soul

Pulling wires in my brain

Look me in my eyes

And u will see I am in pain

Just please promise not 2 judge me

Cause I go through things I can’t explain

I have 2 take my medicine

2 keep them all at bay

It kills me just 2 take them

But I take them everyday

My doctors and my family

Tell me all will be okay

But I know that’s all bullshit

4 I would not be this way

Little tics and tocs

Whispering in my ears

Telling me 2 do bad

Even when I’m around my peers

They see in2 my heart

And then they find all of my fears

They’re the control center

4 my uncontrollable tears

Pulling on my puppet strings

I feel ready 2 burst

Sometimes I think I’m dammed

Sometimes I think I’m cursed

And when I hit reality

It hits me back the worst

Someone take me away

B4 I do it first