. . . Voices
Living in my head
Won’t leave me alone
Till the day that I am dead
They keep fucking with my mind
Though I already bled
I’m so close 2 suicide
I can already taste the lead
Coming out of nowhere
Shadows everywhere I Turn
My heart is on fire
But they just let me burn
There’s no way 2 get rid of them
They can cause concern
And if I want them 2 stop
Then they say I have 2 earn
Telling me I’m worthless
Telling me I am insane
Swimming through my soul
Pulling wires in my brain
Look me in my eyes
And u will see I am in pain
Just please promise not 2 judge me
Cause I go through things I can’t explain
I have 2 take my medicine
2 keep them all at bay
It kills me just 2 take them
But I take them everyday
My doctors and my family
Tell me all will be okay
But I know that’s all bullshit
4 I would not be this way
Little tics and tocs
Whispering in my ears
Telling me 2 do bad
Even when I’m around my peers
They see in2 my heart
And then they find all of my fears
They’re the control center
4 my uncontrollable tears
Pulling on my puppet strings
I feel ready 2 burst
Sometimes I think I’m dammed
Sometimes I think I’m cursed
And when I hit reality
It hits me back the worst
Someone take me away
B4 I do it first
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Author:
Rob (Pseudonym) (
Offline) - Published: August 30th, 2010 20:26
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Comments2
Hi rob, WOW this is one sad and poignant poem! I hope to god your not talking about yourself! if you are then all i can tell you is carry on expressing your pain through poetry, It helped me a lot when i went through some very dark years. BF
thanx 4 the advice. 🙂
nice sad poem... this poem really touched me :/..... btw i was so scared about you coz really long long time no see:/ and be sure that i will always be beside you 🙂
thanx 4 your support:)
My pleasure 🙂
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