IT ALWAYS FEELS LIKE TORTUR TO BE THIS CLOSE

I had 9 ways to start this
I had 10 reasons for ending it

But somehow I always end up in the middle
Never knowing where it started or how it will end

Worthy of the feeling.. worthy of the words
But never worthy of keeping it close enough for it to mean..

..Everything

I had one wish in this life
I had two reasons for not getting it

But love never seem to stay.. Just fooling me for a second each day.
Could you believe me if I said I was tired of this, 

Would you save me if I was anything to miss..

- Malin Eek Hansen