Justified Lies

To receive this feeling was empowering because you didn’t feel out of place or neglected. With a face full of zits and no character to help I was a sitting duck. I had to resort to anything I could to get that feeling that everyone ells was getting. I didn’t want to be neglected. Yeah I can do 100 push ups. That was a lie become he was bigger than me and I didn’t want to look like a small week losers.

Acceptance I did not receive

I have worked for the best corporations and never been fired once and never been late. I am just trying to better myself by finding a better job.

I was just fired for missing too many days and showing up late because my priorities are messed up and I am irresponsible. I can’t say that in a job interview. I lie to be accepted and in the end I was fire.

Acceptance I lost

Hey guys let go eat its on me I just got me a new job making $25 an hour. They all made more money then me, always have and for once I wanted to be the one that could pay.

Acceptance I Purchased

I would tell people. Women are the last thing on my mind. I want to concentrate on my work. I am an entrepreneur.  When in reality I can talk to anyone and be that guy you have dreamed of. That would only last a short time as my emotional bagged, separation anxiety with my compulsive masturbating with a mountain of insecurity kick in. You may think compulsive masturbating is funny but it releases endorphin because they said cutting was not healthy.

Acceptance I sabotage

I just gave you my sole and you know who I am

I leave you once again with the power of Acceptance.