Father.. Should I Even Bother?

I try and try, 
but those memories just wont die, 
i try and try, 
but you ignore my cry, 
i try and try, 
and i just dont understand why.. 

You made me, 
you brought me into this world, 
im yours, 
so how come i cant count on you, 
and how come nothing you say is true, 
you always break my heart, 
i wish i would have known from the start, 
i can never do anything right, 
is that why you hit me last night ?

Why cant you look past my imperfections, 
instead of pointing them out to everyone, 
why cant you see me perfectly, 
and not expect me to fail, 
why cant you be a father. 
should i even bother?