Confused by You

This sound is thundering in my ears
What is it?
Why must it start when you come?
It grows louder when you look my way
Whats happening to me?
So confused.

Love...
I swore I would never fall in its traps.
So what will happen if I break my promise?

Its as if I dont know who I am anymore.
I get upset,
when I relieze that I've thought only of you.
When you look my way,
I find that my voice gets louder
as my face turns deep red.
Those wild butterflies fly crazy
Once assumed they came from something else
I see now that it's brought from your smile.

Instead on focusing on work and school,
I find myself wondering if you feel the same.
I used to be confident and strong,
but your smile makes me shy and unstable.
Is this your plan?
To make me go insane from this growing feeling?
Can you not tell me what your feelings are towards me?

I find my control on these emotions breaking completely.
The slightest smile from you sends my heart in a thrundering rage.
When you glance my way, I loose everything I was going to say.
However...
The thought that you could hate me causes pain in my chest.
The thought of rejection haunts my every thought.

So I stand here waiting for you,
Preparing for that dreaded, inoccent yet cute, question.
So boy, My question is...
"Will you go out with me?"