No way out

I feel all these lies, they follow me.

Reaching out, i am not safe.

Hollow and confused i must be

Killed for my own sake,

Tell me how to live these lies out.

Without feeling dead inside!

Show me how to be alive now.

So i do not have to hide.

We all complicate things,

More than anyone can say.

Here are my lungs, sufficate me,

Take my fucking voice away.

Why did i have to hurt you, i cannot answer that!

Your voice is just a whisper, can i just envy that?

Drown my voice with noise and water!

Please destroy the hidden eyes!

Tell me that im ok now,

Please just tell me all your lies.

Why have you started over!

Why can i see the truth!

Dim my eyes as they complicate.

Seal my ears from truth and doubt.

Drown my voice with noise and water.

Tell me is there anyway out?