To remain positive; impossible
How far i will take myself down
How hard I am riding on this escape route out of here, spiraling out of control
Please take me away
To be me is to be in hell
I am always searching in the dark
Why when you have lost all hope do you believe you can see through it all
I will never get these wasted years back
All that abuse and pain cannot touch me as i am floating away
The girl i was, i no longer know.
I keep blindly trampling on her
She needs me and her cry remains though i cannot reach far enough to retrieve her to health
She's in pain, she's scared and lost
And all that comes easy is the urge to destroy
Lead them down this sick, stale path I'm traveling on!
I'm alone
I can't keep my head up
Who am i ?
Who the hell have i become?
Bouncing around
Hoping to find a resolve
A friend
A cure to my disease
Nothing matters to me now
I am completely lost
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Author:
Tearasha (
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- Comment from author about the poem: Hi, I am currently on a journey of recovery after having experienced some pretty difficult years when i was growing up as a teen. Poetry has become a way to release some difficult memories and emotions i've been / am experiencing. I hope my work has some substance and would be interested to know what if any impression, response it stirs in you. Thanks
- Category: Sad
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