I Am

I am a person in pain, hurt, struggle.
I am a person that is trying to make something outta nothing.
I am a person that's tryna find happiness and joy within me and also in my first love.
I am a person tryna love the best I can with my mind, soul, spirit and heart.
Everyday tears are shed, and hearts are broken.
Lust fills the air as the love just evaporates like water in the water cycle.
The prayers I send and receive and take to heart I'm still tryna move on from all that happened in the past.
But all I want is the one I love.
She is my 5.6.14. Yes mistakes were made, words were said but actions werent attempted. Because the one I love I care to much to see hurt.
From her all I wanna see is how much do she truly love and care for me. Just as I care and love for her. I cry as I write this poem to show my hurt nd pain I still have but want to get rid of. When people said I wasn't going to be nothing in life including some family members. Its hard to see where my future lies when all that has happened in the past is trying to haunt me down now on the present. But I know when I'm around her is feel more than loved. I feel as if I was just arisen when I thought I couldn't get up. She is two years younger than me but I have more of a understanding on life a lot more than you think. For every second of my life that goes by I wish it was you that I was next to. Sitting there looking you in your eyes and telling toy no matter what is being thrown at us you will always be my heart and so much more. I wan what's best for us because we are ONE yes w are two different people but we love each other as one nothing less but a lot more than that. Jus stay by my side help get through this pain and you won't regret it.I Love You Rakayla Wheeler. 

                                                              P.S. I Love You More Than Life Itself And Will Do Anything To Prove It To The World That You Are Mine And Only Mine. That I Will Not Share, I Will Be Selfish Because You Belong To Me And No One Else. That Is Why I Catch So Many Emotions Because I Love You And Refuse To Lose You.