Lost Love

Re-living the moment,

I break down and cry

I don't understand it,

and I want to know why.

I've lost all I've longed for,

the world has stopped turning.

My heart is broken,

my passion stopped burning.

I don't want to live,

Not brave enough to die.

All I can do is remember,

and cry.

I think I can hate her,

if it will take the pain away.

Could I stomach seeing her?

It's hard to say.

I'll lay here and wallow,

my heart a broken mess.

Until it speaks to me and says,

"she's gone...I confess."