Cursed emotions

Blessed with cursed emotions . Being too passionate. Loving too hard . Sometimes seem to be misunderstood for something else. Cursed with a big heart. Although you think your words sweet they hurt deep. sensitive ? Maybe . take your sweet rap the wrong way . You chose your words wisely but can still see how you truly feel. Just because my mouth is silenced doesn't mean my mind is. Nobody will truly understand. I'm blessed with a curse , most would think is great to have . All it does is take a toll with no one to understand. When I try and shut down all of my cursed emotions. There seem to be an evil door to open. Struggling between caring and getting hurt or being ruthless and let the demons show up. Goal of only trying to fit in . Even though I'm slightly odd. All these years heart led the way, sometimes the darkness wants to play! Stayed on the straight and narrow , then made one mistake. Now the mistake sings a tune on replay. More and more I pray, please take these cursed feelings away! You show your love the best. You truly don't understand how much I love you . Sometimes these cursed feelings don't really show how I feel. To the naked eye it may look like anger and rage. It's just overthinking love and pain. Blessed with a curse.