Lonely Days....Quiet nights

Lonely days and quiet nights

Oh I know them so very well

It is not something on which I dwell

My situation is self inflicted

Of that you can be sure

When it started I'm not aware

To be perfectly honest

I don't really care

I am at my best when I am all alone

My reasoning to me is logical

To others it may seem muddled

And not well thought out

That is the reason I have

Lonely days and quiet nights

And Others I know do not

They mix well with people

In gatherings and large crowds

I stay on the fringe

plotting my exit my escape

I try to avoid talking one on one

Eye to eye contact is not for me

I must get to the place

Where I feel safe and secure

Lonely days and quiet nights 

Is where I long to be