Dear Friend

Dear friend,
How are you?
It's been lonely since you left.
I constantly think to myself,
"What if you weren't gone?
Would I still be hurting,
With each breath being seperated by racking sobs?"
Why did things have to end like they did?
I'm stuck with the wrong idea of love
Crawling back for more that I know I can't take

Dear Friend,
How Are You?
You know sometimes it is hard to love.
Even thou GOD has sent you a Beautiful DOVE.
Then when I look to the skies that are ABOVE. Sometimes I wonder and think to myself.
"How in hell can I do this alone?"
Backed up in a corner lost dont know where to go.
Even thou I pray to GOD and ask for a way.
But there is always something getting in the middle of my way.
With every breathe I take, and every step I make.
I gotta ask myself.
"IS THIS REALLY WHAT IT TAKES?"

Dear Friend,
How are you?
I think i have finally done it.
I know can survive without a fit.
But i still miss your loving arms,
As everyday my heart feels as though its getting weaker,
But i still have that hope, that hope you have showed me,
Finally i feel as though i can finally be.
Be that person you always dreamt i can be.
But the question still remains.
will i be able to take it?