No Hope

I am a man without hope 
I am hanging myself with my own rope
Self infected mind, body, and soul 
Full of grief, pain, and sorrow 
Living a life with an uncertain tomorrow 
Looking in the mirror with no pity for the man I see 
He put himself in this position you see 
Day and night, night and day 
Around in a vicious circle he will stay 
For it is I who needs to change my sinful ways 
I pray to you now Lord, forgive me of my doubts and sins 
For it is a hard lesson learned in the end 
Feeling broken, beaten and defeated 
Defeated I heard a voice as an Angel appears 
You must be wrong, for the rope you used was to long 
So pull yourself up, for you have no other direction to go 
For now you are reborn and again as one of the Lords children 
And if you continue to pray and believe in him 
He will grant you strength and walk with you again...