It's in my thoughts
It's in my dreams
What a nightmare
This isn't fair
It's slowly eating
My insides are heating
My heart violently beating
The monster inside
The demons that hide
Dig into my mind
The problems I face
Succeed as I displace
It's in my heart
It's in my gut
Filled with muck
I am stuck
Scraping away my insides
Ribs caving in
Blood thickening
Innocence hides
Words caving in
Life strickening
I didn't ask for this
It passes through me
I never wanted this
Bearing the pain to see
I am bursting
Brush my mind
I suffer the crimes of the blind
I am bruising
Wash away to bind
Taking me to be spined
This was my pride
So much selfishness
I am restless
No joy
No happiness
It's in my thoughts
It's in my dreams
What a nightmare
This isn't fair
This isn't what I had planned
Fears can't just reverse to be fanned
It's in me
It's in me
It's scraping away
It's roaring from the pit of my gut
Twitching
Facing my arrest
Itching
I am reluctant to be blessed
Stitching
Piece by piece, horror assessed
- Author: Nehemiahisntdead ( Offline)
- Published: February 3rd, 2016 17:47
- Comment from author about the poem: This poem is about depression.
- Category: Reflection
- Views: 212
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