Bye

Bye

seems to be fate

the path being followed

Bye

the thing wanting to be said

but won't

words are fleeting

when they used to not

I used to tell you about my world

for the world was you

but mine seems small

the direction amiss

Bye 

left at the bottom of the box

last to be pulled

to allow time for

the most happiness to occur

Bye

to the hope that

hope can allow time

for your return

hope got me through

even though hope killed me

Bye to it all ...

the heavy blackness

that endures

For

all I want ...

all I want...

I want is you

to be comforted by you

not moments

stolen seconds

faded memories

but all of time

I want to take hand

and walk into the lighted abyss

for time seems small

when much is given

my soul aches heavily

is It ...

Bye to the naive 18 year old girl?

Bye to a friend?

Bye to a lover?

Bye to a fantasy?

Bye to the last first hello?

Bye to you

or myself?

is it bye that cuts deep

that healing itself can't heal

Bye

is the last desire

the last move

the last ever

What fate is bye

when it is unfinal between us

when we never started