Lies

I really hope that you're happy
because I'm feeling kinda crappy
… as my heart crumbles into pieces
… my love and trust for you? simple decreases
I can't sit around like I approve, because another woman came into this relationship and intrude
I'm glad that you were brave enough to make this decision, because now I see a clearer vision
Of a man who says "I love you" to a woman who has given him her all
But in the end all she does is fall…
… Cry & weep, bruh this here is deep
The pain that is, the hurt in my heart and soul
Probably told the poor girl that I'm just a roommate or maybe just a friend
Never once told her that you never wanted us to end
& forever came so soon for us… because after this? Who can I trust?
Baby boy tried to accuse me of being in the wrong, & lord knows I tried to stay strong
… & show him that I could do better for him, make him a happier man, made sure he didn't need another woman, but I guess i was too late, & I really can't hold the wait, because obviously she's the new update
… for the times you would come home after hours; you would sex me, love on me, But in all the girl name is Bre.
… the girl who I allowed to ride in my car
& that right there is raising the bar
… the girl who I welcomed into my home, even though all those times? I was gone.
I am upset, but it's my fault, now I'm sour towards y'all, like salt,
… sugar & spice & everything nice
… now my heart is cold just like ice
No im not jealous, because it was you who was reckless
I am embarrassed because I've been played, like a silly little board game
… but I'm used to it, ain't that a shame
Never knew you would become a player in this game called life, & I'll never know what it feels like to be Marvin Roger's wife !

- A Broken Hearted Girl 💔