The struggle

This world is beyond crazy
at least for me
playin the cards I was dealt
beyond diffcult ask for wisdom and strength from the creator and beyond
everything I need to go harder and further
I die in the process of I hav too
my brother my sister they have hurt me
I believe and the universal god
I believe he won't give too much I can't handle
so I kno I'm a strong muthfucka
I dot think they see it
Or is it they dnt care
tooken for granted plotted against
I do as if u were my brother my sister
I come to realize it ain't the same tho
Truth be told it's lame tho
I get it
I'm askin for weapons to fight the lames
Knowledge in wisdom self worth give me that I'll got against any evil or devil am I crazy for constantly inviting the devil thinking I could change anything
What the fuck do I do l
Leave it alone fly in the wind with breeze
Meaning I not control of nuffin I'll put in ur hands and pray u forgive me I'll follow my shepherd with faith the u will always protect me somebody showed how it should b I didn't know now I do