inside thoughts

Thoughts inside

I slip away in to the darkness of desire as loneliness over tkes me i tell myself he can not brake me  to feed the need to be free an release everything sets my mind at ease but its a dream a slave to imagination of wat it cud be the reality is extreme chained to the thought of change wen it all stays the same no growth an wen its time to go im choked unable to speak the words  of love i speak hate in order to articulate the state of my mental brake in the moment of my earths quake my world crumbles i tumble into a dark tunnel unable to breath or scream my heart sinks as i get weak i blink lookin to eyes of evil i become feeble tryin to fight can i survive this night this moment he deemed me unworthy of his love respect never given but yet i still miss him mentally strained i cant explain y i wud Play such a game dangerously exposed to every blow my brain gives way to my broken soul