Blinded

have you ever felt so broken

felt so numb?

like all you wanted to do was run

yet some memories don't go away

they're permanent and they stay

like a blood stain on my mind

how could someone be so unkind?

 

The names you called me

you were everything I could never be

pretty and smart 

Yet I'm having people rip me apart 

into a million little pieces 

shattering my heart into the floor

i don't think I can take this pain anymore 

 

You see the scars upon my body

But not the ones in my hesd

i feel they're better unsaid 

you were blinded by my pain

but you were the one to blame

All the misery you caused over the years

all the fears and all the tears

 

I find it so difficult 

to leave this all behind

all the hope I cant seem to find

How could people miss the signs

These are cracks 

between the lines